Personal Essays, Reflections & Big Main-Character Energy

In Derek’s Words

Essays on surviving rejection, discovering unconditional chosen family, and finding the profound joy of living openly.

2025-06-016 min read

A Letter to Anyone Still in the Closet

To every queer person navigating fear, silence, or hostile environments: you are worthy, you are not alone, and there is light waiting for you.

Take your time, protect your peace, and know that a beautiful (and delightfully rainbow-colored) world is waiting for you.

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2024-12-024 min read

A Love Letter to Doctor Who

On regeneration, hope, and why a blue box taught me more about resilience than almost anything else in my life.

The Doctor never stops being the Doctor, no matter the face. I think that's why I loved the show before I even understood why I needed it.

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2024-06-154 min read

The Cost and the Gift of Freedom

Reflecting on the trade-offs of coming out: shedding conditional approval to gain unconditional authenticity.

I traded a false peace with others for a true peace within myself (and considerably better taste in interior design).

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2024-11-205 min read

What Chosen Family Taught Me About Love

How community, shared dinners, and unwavering solidarity restored my faith in human connection.

Blood is an accident of biology; chosen family is a deliberate act of love (and an excellent excuse for a potluck).

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“Your authenticity is a gift to everyone lucky enough to know you.”

Derek’s writings remind us that living truthfully is not only an act of self-defense—it is an act of love for the whole world.